My best friend has alot of things in her life that she needs to talk about. I like to be there for her to help her through some of her hard times and I thougth she would be the same for me. Im 21 and have been cutting since i was 13 but Im trying really hard to quit. Im going through some shit now myself and I have been really struggling with cutting for the past few weeks and for the last 2 days its all I think about. I really needed someone to talk to or I would just give up and cut again so I asked her for help. At first she just stared at me while I told her about it (not in detail. I didnt want to freak her out) then she said "Gross!" and said she would kick my ass if I dont stop. then it was right back to her problems and what should she do about this and that. Ive never felt more like a freak and a looser for si and now the need to cut is almost unbearable. I dont know what to do. I feel like my problems are small to her and that she doesnt care and like a looser for asking for her help at all. Your advice would be appreciated. My love to you! Thank you!!
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