Hi. I have had this problem for a few years now, but I haven't hit myself for over a year, until last night. I had to call into work tonight because I have a black eye and bumps all over my head. I also have hit my fiance. I want to stop. I am seeing a psychologist, but I wanted to see if anyone had this same problem. I am not an angry person, though my emotions are broad and very noticeable. I wear my heart on my sleeve, and am very sensitive. When I get that angry, sad, or mad, I don't know what happens, but a switch is flipped, and there is no turning back. I am blessed to have a fiance that knows the real me, and is going to my therapy appointments to try and help me. Please, if there is anyone like me, tell me. I need to forgive myself for doing this and move on and not be so hard on myself. Thank you.
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