i havent cut for a while (9weeks) and i am seriuosly struggling with the whole thing. i did alot of it for control. i have so many peeps telling me how to live and how to schedule each day and i have feel that i have no control in anything i do but i have control over cutting...how deep...how many times...how long it bleeds.....im sure you get it....but i want to and i have been questioning myself like about if i am really ready to let this go and just stop and not get myself into it again since i have been not doing it for awhile or should i just give in to my "urges" and do it? anyone out there kinda going thru something similiar?
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