I don\'t have anyone that I can talk to about my self-injurious behavior. I do have a therapy, but we don\'t talk about it unless I do it. There is a person at my school that I talk to a lot, but that person is out for the next couple weeks. My sister told me I can always talk to her, but as soon as I even mention cutting, she does not want to hear about it. I am looking for people who can understand me and not judge me. I feel the need to cut so badly. I have done good for two weeks, but am losing that fight. I just need to cut a little or I might do something worse, but I cannot tell anyone that because they will think I need hospitalization again. I am not sure if this is how I am supposed to post messages. If not I am really sorry. Thanks....want to stop self-injuring myself.
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