I just feel like S**T!!! I feel like my life is falling apart. I have no energy or motivation to do anything. I cant take care of my dogs, I cant keep my house clean, I dont have any money, and I have no interest in intimacy with my husband. And for like the last hour or so all I have been thinking about is how to end my life. I just wish I could get an escape or a break. Maybe I need to be hospitalized IDK. I just know that this is not working for me right now. And the thing that sucks is I just had two pretty ok days. And now I feel completely drained of every part of my being. I just want to cut or do something worse to hurt myself.
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