i cut myself because i go to school and i hardly talk, my friends forget about me. i go to track practice and i dont talk at all because everyone dosent notice me. i come home and dont talk because if i do ill probably get yelled at for what i said. i hate going to school, i hate running in track, i hate coming home. i hate waking up in the morning because i know ill have to do all this crap all over again. i cut myself because i dont belong anywhere. i constantly think about if i just got in a car crash or ran away how much better my life and other peoples lives would be. One good that that happEND was that i started talking to this one guy who became a really good friend and i started to "like" him. everybody thought he liked me too but now he is going out with someone else (a freshmen of all people). honest to god before he got a girlfriend he was the only reason i came to school. he made me feel special and happy. He made me feel wanted. but now i think thats all a lie now. I feel like im a waste of space and of peoples time, like im worthless because nobody cares for me.
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