Yep I get that constantly. Or that I've just commit suicide and I'm watching other peoples reactions to the events that have just took place. You just gotta ignore them. Of course you're gonna dream about cutting cos it's on your mind and some thoughts reveal yourself when you're sleeping. But they're only dreams

the last dream i had was when my family got into a big fight. it was my mom, dad, and siter.

i ws in the bathroom holding a razor and i was on the phone with my friend off of my myspace friend list. i was crying so bad that i had to stop and take a few deep breaths and she's talking me through the whole thing and telling me to put the razor down.

then there was a long pause of quiet (on the phone) and she was saying my name over and over. until she heard a sound like a piece of meatle (sp?) hitting the floor. she just started to say my name even loader and asking "what was that!?"

i told her what it was and she breathed the sy of relife and was glad i put the razor down.

usually of me killing myself & watching my friends & family rejoicing I'm gone

i had a dreamabout SI recently, gah i relly cant remember it well atall..., wellyour not the onlyone who has dreams and they are exhausting i can never remember them in any detail though. :/

I've been dreaming about SI a lot recently. So bad that the other day I had to go to my gp and get an emercency psych appointment. I woke up with a massive urge to cut something, anything..