Soooo...... last night my hubby sees new cuts on my hip. He gets really mad and tells me that if I do it again he will call and tell my mom and then call someone to get me help cause obviously I need help. He took my razors that I shave with out of the bathroom cause I tear them down to one blade and use them for cutting. Anyways, I know he cares about me and that's why it makes him so mad to see that I've cut myself but I know he doesn't understand. He made me promise to never do it again and all I can think of is now what do I do when i feel like this? Maybe I do need help, probably but I think all a therapist will do is try to give me medication or something to drown out my emotions and I don't want that. I don't know what my point was in writing this I guess I just needed to vent. If your reading this thanks for listening.
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