Well, I have been cut free since May. That was, until about 2 days ago. I was depressed becuz i thought all my friends were finding better people and, therefore, deserting me. I was scared. And i guess i gave in and did it. But it was wierd. I didnt feel better. I didnt feel calmer, or in control, like i did in the past. I felt worse. More depressed. It made me feel terrible. Now, i'm committed to never cut again. Not after what i felt after last cutting.
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My FB was for family only.That changed ( political disagreement.Anyway.. down to 30 % lung function.Not trying to extend my life. ( not treating emphysema. Just keep hoping I can take myself out before I have a stroke or heart attack and end up more of a burden.Anywaay..My FB name is of course, misspelled..( I have technical issues..or user error