i feel the urge to cut myself again, i have not felt like this for a couple of months now everything has been okay and i thought my life was taking a new more posative direction wrong. i have so many negative feeling right now that cutting seems to be the only thing that helps me calm down, my youngetst daughter is being bullied by a vindictive little cow who looks like butter wouldnt melt, i have another daughter teenager need i say any more who doesnt respect me or even care about me and my feelings my mums answer is to send her to her so she care have a good hiding i think not and now im stuck in the middle of them, . ten years ago my partner died very suddenly after suffering a brain abcess and i think i try and over compensate for the trauma that they have been through though it doesnt seem to be working, me and my new partner have big problams with his family they dont like me especially his sister who informed my youngest that her dad infact killed himself and all ive told my children is lies so i have all that to deal with as well anybody want to offer me any advice will be grateful
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