Well last night I felt so depressed...I was crying all day because of the fact that I open myself 2 this guy about my cutting...I don't know I think I scared him away...Because ever since I told him about me "cutting myself"...He hasn't called me or nothing...When before he would call me...Probably he doesn't want to talk to a weirdo like me that's all I could thinkg of...I'm not talking bad about him because he was really nice to me but I don't blame him neither...I just feel so sad because being this person I'm never gonna meet no one...The worst part was that I was starting to like him...I thought I could trust him with that but I was so wrong...So last night I felt so depressed that all I could think of was to cut myself to release all my pain out...I didn't want too because I don't want to do it anymore but I did...I mean first I called a friend...I couldn't even talk because I was crying so bad really bad...That I told her I would call her back I didn't...Instead I cut myself...I cut my right leg...I just don't understand it anymore...What is wrong with me...
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