Self-Injury Support Group
Whether you or someone you know or love struggles with self-injury, this is the community to discuss your experience, find support, meet others going through the same, and get advice on how to stop. Working together, we can help find alternative coping skills to reduce the urge to self-harm.
My Sister,
Lost her baby girl during delivery. I will keep all the info out of this as I need to be sensitive to all readers.
I want SOOOO badly to hurt, Cut, Watch and FEEL the cut, blood the burn and then the scar.
I know this is not going to change ANYTHING yet I need it.
Any suggestions?
Lost her baby girl during delivery. I will keep all the info out of this as I need to be sensitive to all readers.
I want SOOOO badly to hurt, Cut, Watch and FEEL the cut, blood the burn and then the scar.
I know this is not going to change ANYTHING yet I need it.
Any suggestions?
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
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I'm trying to exercise daily. I was doing fairly well until I sprained my ankle 2 weeks ago but now I'm getting back on the horse. Today I walked over a mile with my arm weights that are about 22lbs total. I was out of shape and it was hard on my arms. I also did my 30 situps. I'm also going to drink a lot of water and try to eat healthy. I do tend to have a sweet tooth but I'm cutting...
Your reply is most needed and appreciated. I will consider your words "try to be strong, and try not to hurt yourself-for the baby,as a memorial to her"
The issue is that my sister is an amazing person, who suffered enough hardships in her childhood, and battles silently SI and Anorexia. She did soooo well with the nutrition aspect as her ababy weighed a healthy weight.
Her baby was full-term and healthy.
I always try (and often succeed) to fix everything I can for her- but "I cant FIX this" That is frustrating the hell out of me. I am overwhelmed with emotion (I am not good with emotion to begin with).
I automatically think of cutting... and its maddening to me that my mind travels there. I am supposed to be a mature responsible professional and yet I resort to such violence on myself as though it makes everything better.
Sometimes I truley believe it does. While I sit here and write I truley believe that is an answer.
Thanks