Its weird that I feel this way or at least I think its weird. But I feel like its time for me to cut again. I feel like I have all of these things stuffed down and it feels like a volcano and it want to exsplode. But its like i keep going through really bad days and not cutting but now it feels like everytime I get through a hard day it just builds because I havent let it out and the only to let it out is to cut. Or at least thats the way I feel. I want to go out and buy some wine and beer and just drinking it up because then I know it will be easy to cut. But so far I havent given in and drank. Please let me know if I am just crazy or if this makes sence to anyone else.
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