i have been clean from cutting for 2 months now. but recently i have been having strong urges to do it again. i keep thinking "only once wont hurt" or "i wont let it get out of hand again" but i know how easily it is to lose that control and i dont want to do it again. but the urges and the thoughts wont go away and they are getting more and more tempting. for me it was more of an addiction the feeling after i cut. its so strange because i still havent had a feeling that good since i last cut. and i crave for the feeling again. under my skin crawls with the temptation of cutting. but i know i shouldnt do it and i dont want to...but in away i do.
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