Self-Injury Support Group
Whether you or someone you know or love struggles with self-injury, this is the community to discuss your experience, find support, meet others going through the same, and get advice on how to stop. Working together, we can help find alternative coping skills to reduce the urge to self-harm.
I don't think I can do it. I know it's best but I really do think I can go through with an abortion. I am so scared it's gonna kill me. Because I know how my mind works, I'll drive my mind insane with what if's but I know there is no where in hell I can bring a baby into this world right now, I'm clearly in no mental state but I can't afford it, my partner is a temp my office job pays crap not to mention the fact I'm signed off at the moment. I said to him that this was all my fault for not taking my pill but bless him he won't let me take the blame. I've cut once because of this, I've picked at them enough to reopen them again today and all I want to do is cut some more. I don't know what to do. I knw I can't give thi baby what it needs but I dont want to kill it. I dont think I can do this. I really don't. It almosdt feels selfish in both instances. Get rid because it doesn't fit my life plan and I cant afford it just yet, dont get rid of it because you know it's going to hurt you, if not kill you. I know what's right but I dont thin I can do it and I know there are people in my life that are going to hate me for it if they ever find out. I know my sister, who is currently going through IVF would hate me forever if she found out I aborted. I havnt told my mother yet. I told my best friend and she's being supportive but I can't help but think about the what if's...
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
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I'm trying to exercise daily. I was doing fairly well until I sprained my ankle 2 weeks ago but now I'm getting back on the horse. Today I walked over a mile with my arm weights that are about 22lbs total. I was out of shape and it was hard on my arms. I also did my 30 situps. I'm also going to drink a lot of water and try to eat healthy. I do tend to have a sweet tooth but I'm cutting...
I felt really bad about the misscarrage and i am glad I did'nt have the abortion because it would have felt wrong, however I wouldnt have had much other choice, I was 17 living alone, not working and in my eyes completly and totaly unfit to be a mother, If you wanna chat just message. BUT REMEMBER ITS YOUR CHOICE NO-ONE ELSES
Whatever you do, do it because it is right for you not your sis or your bf, but you... Is adoption an option?