i did it, i got through the night without harming myself. it helped joining this site last night. i feel better knowing that i fought against the urge. im just scared that i wont be able to tonight...am i the only one who is scared of being alone at night? thats when i am at my worst and nothing seems to help. when i dont cut myself i get panic attacks, i had 5 last night. it almost seems pointless to stop cutting if im going to suffer from the attacks. although from being on this site last night i didn suffer as many as usual.
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