i cut because there is no other option sometimes, its a releff for me. i started about2 years ago. Its not a regular thing for me but when things arnt going so great for me and i get cout up in all my emotions then sometimes i will. i try to think of happy things because i really dont want too have scars all over my body. Like there are people out there that have it wors then me,.. but sometimes i dont care about anyone elts.. and i want someone too just care about me. I never have that hand too grb so i do what i have too i guess. My parents dont even want me living at home anymore. My mom says iv done what i can too try and help you theres nothing more i can do for you, your only getting worse and worse. Im r mother not your friend. So iv stressed her too the point where she cant stand too be around me. So she says im going too a group home i dont want too .. but i guess i dont really have a choice.. I no that its not going too help me thats the thing that piss;s me off.. its because my parents cant handle me im not going there too get help.. so i get shipped off too a fucking group home when i have a mentil illness.. she wont even let me leave the house too go too my sisters because she thinks im going too have another break down in frunt of everyone.. so im stuck in the house untill i get too a group home. n then i read this all and think.. fck.. sceriously.. fuck
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