I want to die. I want to cut. I want to stop my life. I want to stop this pain. I want to feel wanted and needed. But I just dont. I cant cut b/c i promised. Big surprise once again no one is here to help me. Fuck it maybe Ill just slit my fucking throat. yay. sounds like fun. Im sorry. Im just so fucking upset its not even funny. I cant cut b/c if I do they'll be like oh meh goodness you promised. Well you promised to fucking be there and arent. Many fucking thanks to you. ah. I hate this.
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