i am having trouble with my cutting, and it really is starting to effect me big time. the other day i cut and couldnt think of anything else then to just slit my throght and end it all. i cut so much now and its fustrating, especially when your family doesnt like you because you cut. i have tried to stop so many times, but never really succeded. now i might be going to counsling, and i honestly can find 50 million things id rather do then go to counsling, why cant i find that many things to do instead of cutting? does anyone else feel this way, and how do you get over the urge to cut, without cutting?
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