i cant stop self harming. i feel down so much lately and i just need to do it. i need to feel the pain, i need 2 no that im hurting, i need 2 punish myself. i dont feel good enough. i cant let people in 2 talk to them either. i cant figure out what i feel, what i want. i just feel so tired of it all. parents are constantly on my back, im not a good enough. everything i do is wrong, i widh i could do everything right. i wish i wasnt me. i have been self harming for 3 years now, and the thought of not being able to do it scares me, so much! i have tried not to do it but then i jus panic, and i end up having a panic attacks. it happened today. i deserved it though.
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