im a newly wed & a military wife. my husband just joined the u.s. Army in august 2007. i was looking at other wife who's husband's in the forces & i always hear that the husbands either cheat on them or leave them. i know im living a brand new life w/ the army but i don't know if i can take this if he cheats on me!!! i already have clincal depression, BPD, & other shit im going thro! i don't need 2 think about this!! im thinking of cutiing really bad!!! i don't know if my husband will ever cheat but the thing is that almost 4 a year he has been refusing sex w/ me! telling me it's cuz of my wieght & if i lose 60lbs i will turn him on!!!! im sooo codependent on him money wise & emotional that i feel right now i might kill myself due 2 my thinking!! please i need someone who can understand this! my cell# is 217-740-8222. please help!
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