I can't take it anymore... These feelings have built up and I want to scream and shout, but I am too silent to do any of that. My blood is my scream and I need that scream...that release... that followed euphoria. I am right at the edge, and I am trying so hard not to do it, but its so hard. I am at the point where if I don't cut, things are going to get worse... If I do cut, I have to live with the fact that there is one more scar on my skin...I don't know if I can stop cutting. Its just too hard. I can't deal with this.
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