When ever I get the urge to cut myself, I try not to. It's been a couple of months and I'm breaking down. I can't go on without leaving one more scar on my wrist. It's so hard to put up with the emotional abuse I go through. Everyone gives me emotional abuse, and I starting to hate myself again. It was so much better when I cut myself. I could punish myself for being all those things that were said to me. My friends on DS say I'm doing a good job not cutting, but it's sop hard to stop and not cut again. For those of you who haven't cut, don't. The urges are bad and it'll kill you. I just want to hold a knife to my wrist until I bleed to death.
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