i have had a rough few months and just started counseling... well last week was really tough and i just couldnt handle it anymore and i cut. i have been working so hard not to do it. i even gave my blades to my friend so she could hang on to them while i tried to get some control. i ended up buying more instead of asking her for them back i was too embarrassed and now i cant seem to stop! i just need to do it and its still not working like it use to.. i use to feel better but i cant get the hurt to stop! i havent felt like this in a long time.. the only other time cutting hasnt worked is when i was 17 i feel so lost and i have no idea what to do! i feel like i am going crazy
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