i am now going on 40 this year. I have been cutting on and off for about 28 years now. I just got my first daughter living with me and she is 18 and is a cutter also. She is concened for me but i am at that point of hating myself and hating women alot. she wants me to talk to someone and I dont want to talk. I also feel like cutting alot latly and I just dont care anymore. Life just sucks. I dont know what to do and dont want to talk about it anyways. i love my family which consists of a wife, a son and now a daughter but then at the same time i just hate life all together.
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