I haven't cut now for a couple months and I am proud of myself but I am really struggling right now! All I can think about is the razor blade and where I have it hiding. I have two little kids so I have to get creative about when and where I can cut. I don't want them to see it so now I do my upper thighs so that they are covered. I want to go lock myself in the bathroom so bad right now. The harder I try not to think about it the more my brain does think about it. HELP!
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