i thought i had selfharm under control but its come back at me with avengance i cant stop thinking of blades and blood and the realease i get from cutting is only short lived it feels as if i should do more. i keep dreaming of crashinf a car into a wall or cutting till my arm drops off, its like im possessed or something. am i just crazy im 36 shouldnt i be able to stop this by now.
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