Im stressed to the max it doesnt help my head (migraines) nor my tummy (piericing pain) ok in the last month our grandpa (Big Jim) passed now father n law just had triple bypass Hubby could have broken his neck riding then theres me sat night I sliced my finger bad cutting the nerve needing 7 stitches well the bandage they wanted me to use and clean twice a day was extremely painful so after spending $100 there I go to kaisers after hours $50 cause I thought I ripped a stitch I didnt but she told me the area was to wet (prune) I could have easily poped a stitch with it l.ike that but she totally hooked me up she put on what is know as yellow gaze strips its gaze w/medication on it simple to apply easy to remove then she wrapped my finger and put a sock on it and a real splint shape to fit a finger perfect and get this as long as I keep it clean and dry I dont have to change the bandages except every other day so no more sticky band-aids or tape to keep the square splint on. she totally elimated a lot of pain she gave me plenty of supplies to last me the ten days. So I say that was worth the $50 she also gave me stronger pain meds. Anyways I been high with anexity I tooki my xanax but it didnt help much so after hubby returned home and found out he wasnt mad at me at all he laughed and called me a dumba$$ that hes way of saying I love you but how stupid of me sorta anyways he said no sharpening knifes for me LOL yea I think thats best. so finially I get around to eatting tummy felt a little sour so I though so hard boiled eggs would be ok. All the stress and anexity caused a migraine that hit hard w/o warning I first took anti- nauesa med oh boy that set me off I puked my guts out, My tummy felt better, I waited a bit took my midrin when I was able to hold that I go to take my trazodone stupid me I opened the bottle over the trash can I just threw up in I dropped the entire bottle now Im not that desperate so a whole bottle goes to waste just hope doc refills it. anyways I took my percocet, another midrin, and my robaxin. My head still hurts may need another midrin oh I took some decongestive robotussin. So to get to my point is how much would it take to make you brake Even though I am going through all this Im trying to stay strong those that know me know I had a break down in june I relapses so bad the my legs are scar to where I cant hide them except for to wear pants its a ugly reminder and I look at them and yes I regret doing it I was so weak and taken advantage of by someone I loved and trusted. I just want ya'll to look deep I mean Deep inside ya for the strength to hold on just for one more day think about it. And if there is anyone of you that need to vent send me a message Im a great Listener! Sometimes VENTING helps take the urge away. I love ya'll and may God be with ya'll
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