I have an appointment with my Therapist on Thursday and I'm freaking out because I really screwed up and ended up cutting myself like 20 times on my arm. I'm going to wear long sleeves, so she doesn't see the cuts. But I used that trick the last time and she still ended up finding out that I cut and what happens if she point blank asks me if I cut? I could lie and say I didn't and she could flat out ask to see my arms and then she'll catch me in a lie. Then I could be honest and say I did and she could still ask to see the cuts, like she did in our last session; then what the f-ck am I suppose to do. Does anyone have any advice on what I could do to keep this from her, I don't want to get in trouble or have her be disappointed in me or worse off; get locked up. The bad thing is, I still don't feel like stopping. I still want to continue cutting, I'm shaking so bad. I've been shaking off and on for a couple days now and I don't know why. I'm just so stressed and so..nevermind. I just need some advice on how to handle this, please.
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