I've been cutting for a little over 3 years now, I use It to help me feel better, It really just gets my mind off everything. It's what I turn to. I just started therapy and everybody Is like acting like I'm suicidal. I'm not. I've said that I'm not a million times. They still are saying that I have to stop cutting, like I can't anymore(from now on). They threatened to talk me out of my school If I did. Not that I like school a whole lot, that's all complicated. I just don't know how to explain why, I don't know how to put it into words. I want to stop cutting, but...In a way I don't. I'm not ready to give it up, and nobody understands It. I have no Idea what to say to anybody about it. I haven't cut in 5 days and It's already driving me insane. maybe they're worried at how deep and frequently i cut, but I don't know what to do. I need help I guess. I really need somebody to talk to about all this. I can't seem to trust anybody that I have to talk to around here, like even therapists or psychiatrists. It's crazy. Please just help, opinions, anything Is appreciated.
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