I had a break down a couple of nights ago, and I started hearing and seeing things. I was freaking out because I didnt know what t do so I texted on of my friends. I told her whats going on and she said That I was being "demonized" and I needed a therapist. that was the end of our conversation. Its been a few days, and I was really embarrassed about it, so i thought I should maybe have a conversation with her...a normal one. So I sent her a message saying Happy New years and she always texts back on holidays, but she didnt. then I sent her an email, I checked to see if she had gotten it. It says she has been on today, but she didnt write back. Maybe I am just being paranoid, but its depressing me and I really want to hurt myself. She has been a big help and a good guidence. I dont know what i would do if I lost her friendship.
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