I feel like cutting and killing myself so badly. And I know I'm going to do it tonight if I don't get any results. Yesterday was the "anniversary" of my molestation. And I still have nightmares and stuff like that..flashbacks, ya know? And it's hurting me so badly that I do not have friends as well. Everyone has gone away since my cutting has gotten worse.
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I have been here before, a long long time ago and now I am back.Forgive me for not just saying what I want to say,even under a triple dose of antidepressants it is still raw and seeping and I am hesitant at revealing it as at least under the bandages around my heart I don,t have to look at how raw and wounded.My child was cleaved from my heart by his own actions. my child of ten,turning eleven...
theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??