So i was doing really good with not cutting myself, although i bruised my arm up really bad once since, but at least that wouldn't scar...so anyway yesterday i was pretty warm for the first time it seems this winter, and i was also washing my hands in warm water, and so i could see a whole lot of large blues running in my hands and up into my arm. it was so triggering!!! i wanted to see that blood really badly and i was all alone and couldn't get ahold of my friend...so i ended up making just a few little marks on my arm:( and i'm still tempted ugh. but i hate when you are cutting and i'm not sure what it is but you hit a nerve or something, and it sends like a sharp little jolt a short distance from wherever you hit it and then you feel it hit somewhere right at your mid-spine and makes you jump. i hate that, it annoys me! i'm assuming many of you know what i'm talking about...so am i right? is it just hitting a nerve? or what does it mean?
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