i cut 23 times on my stomach last night with a razpor blade..i just want to stop. these past few days have been better..not AS suisidal but still there. i know i need help but i feel i need to cut to get through the day. its like when im hurting i need to feel numb and when im numb i need to feel something!? is this just me? or normal? i dont really know..my best friend said she would bring me an exacto blade tommorow..just have to pay her a dollar...i just want this all to stop. but i dont know who to tell?!
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