hello...i'm probably not the typical self-injurer. i'm 30 years old and a mother of two children. i've just been diagnosed as bipolar, but think this has been brewing for years. i don't cut; i couldn't hide that as easily. i hit myself. i've caused bruises that have led my husband to take me to the doctor, but i've always lied. i've always done this, for as long as i can remember. when i get lonely, hurt, mad, or upset, i hit myself. i sometimes feel like i need to be punished for everything. anyway, i just wanted to introduce myself.
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