None of you know me yet... I'm Megan. I've had a cutting addiction since I was maybe 12 or 13. I'm gonna be 21 in November. I thought it was just my depressed teenage years that I was doing it. I've recently learned that it wasn't. I've got a lot of addictions. I'm only 20, but i'm an alcoholic. Went through my speed addiction (i was sooo skinny when i was popping pills) and my coke thing (skinny again, but the nose bleeds and over $3,000 of saving account withdrawls, plus the real world of bills and having to pull my shit together for school, my "best friend" sleeping with and getting pregnant with my boyfriend, a new, heroin addict boyfriend among other things got me to the point of only geeking on the weekends...) wow... i sound like a mess... i can cover my shit up pretty good... i only want to make some friends here... i want to meet people who understand. if anyone even cares, my e-mail is firstname.lastname@example.org i'd appreciate any support i can get... i just need someone who sees where i'm coming from.
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