I AM SERIOUSLY THINKING ABOUT CUTTING AND THE MORE I HAVE TRIED TO CHANGE MY MIND IR DISTRACT MYSELF THE WORSE IT HAS GOTTEN, I REALLY WANT TO KILL MY SELF BUT I KNOW I CANT CAUSE EVERY TIME I HAVE TRIED I HAVE FAILED, I REALLY REALLY REALLY JUST WANT TO FUCKING TAKE MY RAZOR AND START CUTTING AND I NEVER WANT TO STOP, I HAVE BECOME NUMB, SO IT PROBLY WOULDNT BOTHER ME TO DO IT!!! I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE TELL YOU THEY WILL BE THERE FOR YOU AND THEY NEVER ARE I AM SO FUCKING TIRED OF IT ALL I DONT WANT TO FIGHT OFF THE URGE TO KILL MYSELF ANY MORE IT IS HARDER TO FIGHT THE URGE OFF THEN TO JUST DO IT! WHEN IS EVERYONE GOING TO REALIZE I AM JUST A FUCK UP AND I DONT DESERVE ANY LOVE!I HAVE TO BE HONEST I HAVE LOST ALL HOPE!I HAVE NO MORE ENERGY TO FIGHT THIS OFF! MY HEAD IS SPINING AND I HAVE NO WAY OF STOPPING IT!I HAVE NO REASON TO LIVE THERE IS NOTHING LEFT TO MY SOUL!!!!
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