Self-Injury Support Group
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I stoped cutting for about a week.
and i did okay without it.
Now i guess i did something i should have.
See.
my cousin ignored me at her party.
and its been a couple of months.
and so i decieded to tell her
how i felt.
I told her it hurt when she ignored
me when i tryed to hug her, and i new
i should have gone because she didnt
pay any attention to me, and i didnt
want to be a burden or hurt the party.
i brought my friend too.
well when i told her
her mom went on and read it, called my mom
and my mom said: "i should learn to hack on myspace and you sound like a bitch when you tell people that. And you should of brong your fucking friend too. you beged.".
and i never beged for my best friend
to come, my mom was the one that brought
it up. and i said yes.
So i got in my room.
cut my leg.
cut my finger =[.
and i feel like dieing.
i have been so depressed.
my mom trys to make me someone im not.
she makes me feel unwanted.
she called me worthless the other day.
i feel terrible.
i feel like i should die.
and thats all i want right now.
I just want to leave this place.
it would make everyone happy.
This has been going on since the summer.
No, i dont believe it will all go away
and then everything will be cool. Im not
here for a reason because clearly im worthless.
worthless.
it hurts.
but i guess thats me.
and i did okay without it.
Now i guess i did something i should have.
See.
my cousin ignored me at her party.
and its been a couple of months.
and so i decieded to tell her
how i felt.
I told her it hurt when she ignored
me when i tryed to hug her, and i new
i should have gone because she didnt
pay any attention to me, and i didnt
want to be a burden or hurt the party.
i brought my friend too.
well when i told her
her mom went on and read it, called my mom
and my mom said: "i should learn to hack on myspace and you sound like a bitch when you tell people that. And you should of brong your fucking friend too. you beged.".
and i never beged for my best friend
to come, my mom was the one that brought
it up. and i said yes.
So i got in my room.
cut my leg.
cut my finger =[.
and i feel like dieing.
i have been so depressed.
my mom trys to make me someone im not.
she makes me feel unwanted.
she called me worthless the other day.
i feel terrible.
i feel like i should die.
and thats all i want right now.
I just want to leave this place.
it would make everyone happy.
This has been going on since the summer.
No, i dont believe it will all go away
and then everything will be cool. Im not
here for a reason because clearly im worthless.
worthless.
it hurts.
but i guess thats me.
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
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I'm trying to exercise daily. I was doing fairly well until I sprained my ankle 2 weeks ago but now I'm getting back on the horse. Today I walked over a mile with my arm weights that are about 22lbs total. I was out of shape and it was hard on my arms. I also did my 30 situps. I'm also going to drink a lot of water and try to eat healthy. I do tend to have a sweet tooth but I'm cutting...
but i cant.
im only 14, going to be 15 soon. and my mom never really lets me do anything. she is so
ugh.idk. like i have a learning problem and she couldnt get me to understand something she had a cow! she always said she would never do that. but there she goes.
i try music.
it helps, but not much.
im way to senstive.
or am i?
but thank you.
JessicaMarie
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and thank you.