I hate feeling like this, I just want it to stop. I am getting in my depressed state again and all I want to do is cut, and each time I cut I want to go deeper than the time before. Only this time death is on my mind alot. Maybe its cause of the night terror I had or maybe its because I am so tired of living like this, with this. I dont know but I want it to stop.
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