Self-Injury Support Group
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Umm, Hi to anyone who is going to read this mess. Lol. Well, actually, Id to really know just what the hell is going on between my ears!!! Also in anyone opinion what am I suffering from and how the hell to get myself motivated to learn the live.
Firstly, many years ago I lost my first wife and kids in a motor car accident Mind you I did lose my daughter by sids prior to this. So from that point on I plucked enough courage to start my own business etc, But the short and curleys are, my last wife turned out not what I thought she was!! Im sure you dont want graphic details eh! Like we were only married for about 3 mts!
Anyway, not long before she took off on her last plunder, my father passed away, my last living link with any of my family so to speak. So now I basically just live to keep my little dog alive, she is about 121/2 years old.
However in the last 2 years est, Ive gone ahead to obtain a blank licence, but unfortunately I got wounded at work, and ever so quickly I lost my desire to work, so Im back on the dsp, but would dearly like to work again. What am I saying..Grrrrrr.But deep down I know this is my only way to get me out of the rut Im in, for very shortly Im going to be in deep poo financially. And in a way I dont really give a damm anymore! For now if and when I sleep, I actually dream of ways of committing hurry curry. And that is a fact.
Ok, seeing as I just wrote that and re-read it, it looks like Im in the Oh woe is me sorter state! But Im not. Like Ive spoken to many a person regarding this life line etc, and they keep telling me Ive got this and that to live for. But the reality is, I just dont want to live full stop, and as I said to one person, what have I got to live for.
Thankyou for reading this bull
Kind Regards
Me
Firstly, many years ago I lost my first wife and kids in a motor car accident Mind you I did lose my daughter by sids prior to this. So from that point on I plucked enough courage to start my own business etc, But the short and curleys are, my last wife turned out not what I thought she was!! Im sure you dont want graphic details eh! Like we were only married for about 3 mts!
Anyway, not long before she took off on her last plunder, my father passed away, my last living link with any of my family so to speak. So now I basically just live to keep my little dog alive, she is about 121/2 years old.
However in the last 2 years est, Ive gone ahead to obtain a blank licence, but unfortunately I got wounded at work, and ever so quickly I lost my desire to work, so Im back on the dsp, but would dearly like to work again. What am I saying..Grrrrrr.But deep down I know this is my only way to get me out of the rut Im in, for very shortly Im going to be in deep poo financially. And in a way I dont really give a damm anymore! For now if and when I sleep, I actually dream of ways of committing hurry curry. And that is a fact.
Ok, seeing as I just wrote that and re-read it, it looks like Im in the Oh woe is me sorter state! But Im not. Like Ive spoken to many a person regarding this life line etc, and they keep telling me Ive got this and that to live for. But the reality is, I just dont want to live full stop, and as I said to one person, what have I got to live for.
Thankyou for reading this bull
Kind Regards
Me
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I have been here before, a long long time ago and now I am back.Forgive me for not just saying what I want to say,even under a triple dose of antidepressants it is still raw and seeping and I am hesitant at revealing it as at least under the bandages around my heart I don,t have to look at how raw and wounded.My child was cleaved from my heart by his own actions. my child of ten,turning eleven...
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I gave my 2 week notice last Friday 13th. Now to join you fine people in a life of leisure and nothing else to do but to look out for myself....is it just me or does that sound pretty boring? My goal was to live to retire and I guess having to take early retirement because of health reasons wasn't exactly the way I had planned things. I just can't stay in that building that is reeking mildew...
Kind Regards
Me.
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