I started cutting a few months ago and it's steadily getting worse. First it was scissors or anything I could find, but now I have a razor knife that I keep in my pocket. Whenever I feel the need to cut I just lock myself in the bathroom and start cutting. Today after I made a few new cuts I decided to cut open some old ones again that hadn't completely healed yet. I found this very exciting because the pain was more intense and it looked worse than the first time. Then as I was looking in the mirror I decided to try something totally different...I cut my penis three times! It was exhilerating to say the least. I've thought about doing it before but I never did; I'm not sure why it happened today. I enjoyed seeing the blood and it made me feel calm. All of this is so foreign to me and I've never known anyone else who cuts and so far this is still my secret. IS THIS A SIGN THAT THINGS ARE GETTING WORSE? IS IT AN INDICATION OF WHAT MIGHT HAPPEN IN THE FUTURE?
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