Just alittle all I can think about is staying up till my sick baby girls fall asleep and my husband goes to sleep so I can go back to the bathroom and finish. Only one week till my first psy appontment .I have been carrying a razer blade in my cig pack. Now that has been moved to my ace bandage where I sprqnged my ankle amd tore ligaments in the top of my foot I have took the razer out 3 times alredy to day on my wrist. Noing I have to go to my inlaws tomorrow to take the kids for a visit my fatherinlaw knows nothing about the cutting started back after over 10 years my motherinlaw just found out of it two days ago my husband dose not know I have cut again today he knows about the resent 3-4 times it has happened over the past six months. I think what have I already done but then again I can not wait for them to go to sleep so i won't be distered. I told my bf but she has been around by my side and took care of me & my girls and her 3 boys while She was in the middle of moving my first brackdown about six months ago but now that I have took her advice and made the appontment she has pulled away I was not my falt that the closest new patient app I could get was oct.30 what can I do to keep it under control till I can get the help I need?
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