Everyone i live with and im close to all think im a happy person who always wants to be out partying, im too scared to tell them that deep down im scared, lonely and i feel like im slowly dying inside. I cut myself all the time just lately i cant seem to stop, and that on top of my eating disorder is bringing me right down. i dont want people to find out but i dont know how much longer i can put on this act, i like going out, having a drink and pretending im ok, because that is the person im dying to be. People wouldnt like the real me, depressed, sad and angry and covered in scars!!
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