does anyone else feel guilty for wanting to act on urges to self injure? i'm having such strong urges to cut right now but the only reason i'm not doing it is because my boyfriend will find out eventually (even though we are apart right now) and i can't take having him be disappointed in me the way i know i would be. also i'm visiting family at the moment and i'd hate for them to find out. because i'm supposed to be in recovery.. i dunno, maybe if i don't wanna stay harm free for myself but can do it for others its not so bad. but i feel like i should want to be better.
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