OMG!!! My dad had to wrk and my little brother went to our coz house and i was supoose to go to my boy friends house. Well dad told me before he doesn't like to leave my mom home alone b/c she makes her self depressed!!! she'll write in her journal than she'll cry and yea.. than i feel bad... So i thought it would be a good idea for my mom to go to wrk with him ...me and my little brother went with him before... and yes he got introble onece b/c of my friend! abut i still went and he said it was okay for me to go thos times after his boss asked him not to bring anyone! but it's not like were going to rob the place... and he even told me that it will be okay! And him and mama Harly ever gets time to talk!!! So why can't she go??? And now that i couldn't go to the one guy who i really reall REALLY liked house he's mad and he thinks that i don't want to talk to him anymore so now he don't want to talk to me! And it makes me so up set i don't ever want to see mama and my dad seperated.. and i feel like it's going to end really soon and it will be all my fault!!! i just want to end it all so bad... i'm thinking about going down stairs and trying some things that i got off line. I typed in 10 ways to kill ur self... i really hate it i feel like i can't do anything right... and this time i'm not stopping untill i can win this battel dying!! Bye'z to all!!!!!!
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