fuck it i have had it...... i cant take this stupid shit anymore......i am going to kill myself and no one can stand in the way...... there has just been to much i cant handel any more.... i am sorry to all on here that i have let down, i am a failure i know so i guess i will just move on and get out of everyons way.... those that have actually helped me i wish you the best and i am sorry thanks for at least giveing me a chance! i just cant handel anymore i keep trying but i always fail.... i dont want to hurt anymore physically or mentally i know that this is a permanient soulotion but this seems to be a perminent problem, i am a looser and i know this...everyone i have ever even kind of cared about or looked up to or trusted has deserted me or just cant help me anymore i guess i am just to fucked up to help,
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