Im Freaking myself out I dont know what to do!!! last night things were hard for me.. and i decided that pincing was not enough for me... so i searched the house for something sharper... i dont know why i was doing this. Its not like me... so i found something in the kitcen... i didnt cut... but u can still see the marks it left... i dont even know what got into my mind to do this... yes things were hard my dad was telling me in not good enough and I just cant take it when someone says im not good enough... it really gets to me! so after my parents left to go to my grandmas to get something i searched the house and found something sharp in the Kitchen and dont even know why i would do this... its definatly not like me. it was like it wasnt even me, like my emotions were taking over... i wasnt thinking strait at all!!! And I DEFINATLY dont want to start cutting but i dont know what to do... if i start doing this more... and then deeper and deeper and sharper and sharper... im gunna end up cutting and i DONT want to do that!!! PLEASE HELP ME!!! if u can!!!
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