i feel like i am toeing the edge of a never ending cliff...i talk to my therapist...a close friend...i cant talk to anyone else though...i throw a smile on my face...play my game...but it gets so hard to move...walk, talk, smile...i can't handle all the pressure everyone around me is putting on me...i wish i could feel like i was happy about life...i don't want things to be falling backwards...i would like to just fall asleep and never wake up...not that that would do much good...i can't help but feel that no one would care anyway...all people ever tell me is that i shouldn't let it get to me...i should calm down...and stop freaking out...i can't help it...everything feels like it wants me to sufficate...i am so done...i don't know how to make people understand that i don't do this to myself...if there was any possible way that I could feel differently i definately would...thanks for reading this...any advice would be greatly appreciated...
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