SWO my dad went to the VA hospital in battle creek... The good thing is they think they know whats wrong with his hands but the bad thing is they found a spot on his liver and than he tells me that his side of the family has a history of canser. THe thing that scares me is that my adopted dad Past away from canser when i was ten, he was right beside me when he took his last breath and i didn't even know it. My adopted mom blamed me for it and it still hurts me that "its my fault". I loveds him just as much as she loved him. I still do love him i miss him everyday. It's not fair i just found my bio dad and now he might have Canser...First my Grandpa, than my grandma than my dad and now my other dad??? IT's not fair!!! WHy is GOD punishing me??? I know i did some things in my life that wasn't right but i have changed i really did! SO how is this fair??? WHy does GOD hate me so???
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