I cut last night for the first time in almost 8 months. First off lemme state that I am 5 1/2 months pregnant and single so everything is intensified x10. Well I found out last night that my best friend, who is supposed to be the one helping me through my pregnancy and being my labor coach and such, is moving away sept 1st. I just didnt know what else to do. Im so distraught and feel so alone and abandoned. I would do anything to make the pain stop. And now that i did it again i just want to keep doing it. Its all I know to get my mind to stop cause before I would run to the bottle or smoke pot and now I dont have any of that. I just dont know what to do and am scared out of my mind. I feel so weak and helpless.
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